Just for the fun of it...
Will he show? Or will he decide it isn’t worth the risk, as she had almost done. And yet here she was sitting in the little café they’d once frequented every day. Ah, those college years. They didn’t feel very far away but the slight strands of gray starting to appear in her auburn hair professed the truth. Twenty years gone. She’d done so very well for herself, a successful career in journalism, traveling all over the world, winning honors, but in the process, losing lovers. She’d given up having a family to help bring attention to the places in the world that most people wanted to forget existed.
Now she was tired, burned out, and the recent gruesome deaths of two of her colleagues had, she felt, been God’s 2x4 on her head, telling her it was time to take a break, to sit back and analyze, restructure and revise her life. Oh she still wanted to travel and write, but when Rupert had called, well, she put it down to good timing. At least she hoped it was good. He still hadn’t shown up. Fifteen minutes wasn’t that late, but each moment ticking by made her more nervous and she wondered if this rendezvous was such a good idea after all.
In college Rupert had sported a full head of wavy dark brown hair, startling sky blue eyes and an easy smile. His charm oozed from every pore and she had no trouble falling for him, hard, all those years ago. Those four glorious years had gone so swiftly she’d hardly felt the breeze, until he’d told her his plans had changed and he’d left her.
And now he’d called. How he’d found her number she had no idea and meant to ask him today, if he showed. But he’d been so insistent that she’d given in to his request to meet him here. Even after so much water under the bridge, she hadn’t been able to say no. Besides, she was curious. Had he kept his looks? Had he married? Did he have the family she’d given up? Had he gone on to be the research scientist he’d said he wanted to be? The one that had taken him from her world because the research he wanted to work on was top secret and government protected? Would he have been able to have a family in that environment?
Alicia glanced at the clock on the wall of the tiny café one more time. Half an hour gone. She sighed, took a sip of the water she’d ordered and gathered her things.
“You haven’t changed a bit.”
From behind her, Rupert’s voice washed over her body like sun-warmed water. He came to stand in front of her and answered at least the first two questions she’d pondered. Sparkling blue eyes and thick dark brown hair, with more than a smattering of gray mixed in, made her relax. She knew this man. He was no stranger to her, even after so much time. “You never were a good liar.”
He laughed and memories smothered her as would a thick down comforter. She stood and they hugged, long, rocking each other gently and she felt such a great longing that tears stung her eyes. Which would not do. She pulled away and waved to the seat opposite hers while wiping at her face, hoping he hadn’t noticed, but sure her face was red.
Once seated, he leaned toward her, “I won’t waste time, Alicia. I’ve already wasted too much. I know how long it’s been. I know I was, well, unkind to you to leave you like that.” He didn’t look away, but kept her trapped in his fierce blue gaze. “I’m so very sorry I was such an idiot, no, worse than that. I’ve, I’ve followed everything you’ve done. I know all there is to know about you publicly, and what I have to say comes down to two things. One, I still love you. I never stopped, and never stopped kicking myself for letting you go, for pushing you away after all we’d—”
Her mouth dropped open. She had no idea, had never dreamed…
“After all we’d shared. I’ve never been closer to another person in my life. I’d like the chance to explain to you, to, to get to know you again. If you want, of course.” Then he rushed on as if afraid to hear her answer, “And the second thing is, I have a news story for you, if you want it, that will make your name.”
Shocked at the twist she'd not expected, Alicia sat back and stared at him, this man who had meant the world to her was telling her literally every single thing she’d ever wanted to hear from him, except one.
“I never take on a story to make my name, Rupert. You should know that by now if what you say is true.”
He shook his head. When he looked at her again he seemed, what, scared? “I’ve done this all wrong. I’m not used to, well, this. Talking about these things.”
She didn’t thank the delicious shiver that went up her spine when he said her name.
“Will you listen to me, about us, I mean? And then if you want, I’ll tell you about the other and you can decide if you want it or if you want to give it to someone else. I don’t really care what you do with the story. All I care about is you, and if you’ll agree to us getting to know one another again, slowly, or however you want. Please, give me a chance to talk with you?”
Alicia closed her eyes against the pleading in his. Things like this didn’t happen in real life. He wanted to see her again? She breathed in deeply, holding it as the light went off in her brain. She saw the 2x4 hanging over her head, she saw the blue of his eyes and the curve of his smile as he’d spoken the words she’d waited all these years to hear. “Yes,” she said, opening her eyes again. “I want to hear what you have to say.
That’s when the tears she’d held back began to fall from his eyes.
Ah memories and first loves, and interesting combo.ReplyDelete
Nicely done and a very vivid scene :)ReplyDelete
There's nothing as good as reliving an old flame...ReplyDelete
Hi Lisa ... really well told - and what happens next?! Could be lots of interesting twist here .. cheers HilaryReplyDelete
*sniff* That was really good. *grabs a tissue*ReplyDelete
Very impressive. I was hooked all the way.ReplyDelete
How can one not like love revisited? It's the age-old dream of 'what if' in love. Our hope for a little of that paradise of feeling loved is something that many humans hold dear. Well done.ReplyDelete
Whew!! I was afraid she'd be more interested in the juicy story! Well done Lisa!ReplyDelete